“Hey beautiful person. Hope you have a happy and prosperous new year. 2015 is your year
Be happy always” - Wed, 2.30 am. Sent from 5,000 miles away.
"Hello darling, happy December 24th. The exact day 22 years
ago when you were born, bringing tears of joy to both of your parents. I may
not come to your place, giving pleasant surprises or bringing cake with candles
to blow, but sincerely from me, I wish you a life you love and love you live. I
wish your nightmares gone, and you live your delicate dreams, I wish you to fly
with with those invisible wings and soar up in the sky, I wish you to sing a
pretty delightful melody of happiness and confidence, I wish you everything you
wish to have and may your wishes and mine if you all do come true. Happy
birthday love.”- A prodigy of sweet words but incapable of doing so.
I am surrounded by outstanding and inspiring people, I always
had and hopefully I always will. For so many years, these circumstances have
shaped me into somebody that I never thought when I was kid, somebody who learn
by observing and doing and striving myself to bring out the best of me. My mom,
she’s a wonderful person, and every scar she has are just the proof how lively
her struggles and life she’s been living and it makes her an amazing human
being with a beautiful soul. Everything that I had and done smoothly, it seems
all the way because of her prayers have been granted and her bitterness has
been paid off. My sissy, she’s the only one sister I have and regardless she’s
younger than me, I never thought that she’s such a lil girl, cus’ well… most of
the time she acted like she’s the bigger one, with nurturing and bold attitude.
I neither never thought myself as lil sis though, cos mostly we grew up
together and she’s just like my twin sister, but younger.
Speaking of which, 2014. Period. A year full of surprises, going
up and down and felt that everything was speed up. Acceleration is the word
that precisely describe this year. Got my degree, Mum was hospitalized and
everything suddenly was falling down, then graduation, and then working and
super acceleration at work. Nevertheless, somebody who comes along the journey,
sharing moments, and then gone. I’ve been blessed to know such person, who
shares so much in common, to lift me up to the highest sky and to feel so
alive, to burst out and encourage me to pursue all of my dreams and somehow
move myself to show off the best of me. I don’t think, we could meet these kind
of people all long down the road, they’re like a gift sent from heaven with
particular purpose, to polish you as better person. And when then time has
come, it will be your turn to play that role, to invite someone to our life and
polish them the way somebody has taught us.
I once heard a story about the bird and old tree branches. Once
upon cloudy afternoon, there’s a bird perch on old branch. Doubtless the branch
would not strong enough to prop her body. So does today has a story. That in
life there were hands that would not let us fall, just like the branch and the
bird. And people around me, although sometimes seems invisible, but they are
like the old tree branch. They be there to support me every time I’m about to
fall on my knee. Through this passage as well, I’d like to express my gratitude
to Almighty Allah to give me the best present ever, lovely people that cares of
me. For every laugh and joy, constructive and nourishing discussion, and for
hands to reach me out. I’ve been truly abundantly blessed with this life.
Really appreciate for beautiful prayers and wishes, especially
for those who wishes happiness for me. There’s nothing better than that, it’s
like the utmost gracious, generous, and genuine prayer that somebody ever does
for us. Wishing all the best for 2015, for another chapter to learn and to
grasp everything I’ve never done before. Loads more to come.
Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!
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