Day I don’t know, but it's 3 months away from 1st death anniversary

I've spent the last few months being suspiciously okay. Like, "did I accidentally delete my trauma?" kind of okay. I even had the audacity to wonder if I was becoming some cold-hearted robot because the "missing her" part just... stopped. I was basically gaslighting myself into thinking I'd won at grief. Turns out, I ha…

I've spent the last few months being suspiciously okay. Like, "did I accidentally delete my trauma?" kind of okay. I even had the audacity to wonder if I was becoming some cold-hearted …

Ep. 12 - Betting on Your Own Safety Net

This article is part of the series: Advice from a Sister from Another Mother A collection of honest reflections and practical lessons from a 30-something to her 20-something sisters—about love, sel…

Day Hundreds and Eight

I keep losing track of the days since you left, Mama. Grief is weird like that time stretches, shrinks, folds itself into useless origami, and somehow I’m the one who has to make sense of it. I need …